“I Go To Bed In Tears Every Night” – Frederick Leonard Remembers Mum A Year After Her Death

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Nollywood actor, Frederick Leonard who is a Kaduna polytechnic graduate from Anambra state took to Instagram to share a throwback photo in remembrance of his late mum who died a year ago.

Frederick Leonard wrote; ‘Mummy,
Exactly One Year Today, You Left me and Left a Vacuum that Can’t be Filled By AnyOther. The Last 12 Months without You has been a Real Struggle cos u were my Best Friend, My Confidant, My All in One.. I write This With Trembling Hands and Tears in my Eyes cos It still hurts… It still Hurts like it Just Happened An Hour Ago.. The Fun Memories of U and I, ur Motherly luv n Advise… I hold Close to My Heart. I Am Constantly being Consoled by Friends n Family that God Knows Best n Has A Reason for Everything But I insist That u Left way too Early, I still go to Bed in Tears every night and and Wake up Sometimes still in Tears cos living without U and Ur Guidance will be My Biggest Challenge. YOU Were The Centre of my World.. The First Woman I Fell in love with, The Only One That has Loved me Selflessly without Wanting Anything in Return..
Am Totally Lost without U.. Am at A Point in my Life where I Need to make Some Core Decisions, Ur input would have been all I need.
I Made u a Promise while u were Here… Trust me.. I will never go back On My Word.. As u look Down on me From Heaven, I hope I Make u proud with the Choices/Decisions I make and The Man That I Continually Evolve into.. I Miss u So much Mummy.. I Will Love you Forever #RipMum’